30+10 – I’m a Backwards Person…

I’m late on my ‪#‎30and10‬ post, but we have to start with the first of ten things about me!
I was going to write something mildly controversial, but I don’t feel like that any more, 😛 so maybe I’ll save that for another day.
Okay, so first thing about me is that I talk backwards. I nac klat sdrawkcab yrev tsaf dna neve epyt sdrawkcab 40 sdrow rep etunim.
What good this does me, I’ll never know. But it helped my spelling. I would memorize the words backwards and forwards and I would never forget how to spell them.
If you know me in person, ask me to say a paragraph backwards for you. 🙂
‪#‎synesthesia‬ ‪#‎tickertape‬

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Very Inspiring Blogger Award

I was nominated by Nikki Noelle at Inevitably Revised.  I’m so honored!  Nikki”s fantastic writing abilities are only succeeded by her masterful editing skills.  She has a way of understanding, dissecting, reviewing, and assessing prose, as well as encouraging good writing to flourish.  She is on my street team of beta readers, and I appreciate her input immensely.  If I could nominate her for this award again (Not sure how this works!), I would!

The Rules

  • Post the award on your blog
  • Thank your nominator, of course!
  • List 7 facts about yourself
  • Nominate up to 15 other blogs you are inspired by
  • Post the rules so people know them

Seven Facts About Me:

  1. I can forget anything I want to on command, and, by exerting effort, “box it up” in my brain. I value innocence above almost anything and have forced myself to forget much junk over the years, to my great advantage.  🙂
  2. The anime girl in the above banner is supposed to be me.  I have long blond hair, and I dye the bottom six inches pink.  🙂
  3. I never forget a song if I’ve heard it like twice. I can never tune out music either. I taught piano and voice for ten years, all the way up until this year (when I moved across the US).  Before I had kids to pay attention to especially, if you were to take me to a restaurant, we sat there for around an hour and a half, talked, had a good time, etc., then later that evening, I could give you a playlist of what songs played – and in what order. This is why I’m extremely picky about music. I can’t tune it out. Music is an experience, not background noise.
  4. I have synesthesia.  This influences my writing.  🙂
  5. I never, ever, ever cry in movies. That’s an emotional response I keep switched off when watching TV because I just don’t get crying about fictional people/events.  There are plenty of real life things to cry over.
  6. I am 5’6″ and have short, fat feet. They’re a 7 1/2 double wide.
  7. I like certain kinds of anime a lot (PG-rated!), but LOVE all things Korean.  K-drams, K-pop, and Korean fashion.  Someone take me to Seoul!

Nominees: 

Bethany A. Jennings at The Simmering Mind – Speculative Fiction, parenting, and Christian living blog.  Bethany has a way with words that will touch your hearts and interest you in new ideas all at once.

Heather L.L. Fitzgerald at The Tethered World – The Pathmaster!  A motherly, yet peer writer.  We all love her.  She’s sweet, encouraging, supportive, and fun.  Her first book is coming out soon!

Abby Jones at A Gentle and Quiet Spirit – ISFJ!  Finding other sensor authors is unique.  I enjoy Abby’s love of the harder topics.  She shares that same interest with me in that way.

Ann Voskamp at A Holy Experience – Ann is quite the bestselling authoress now, so, Ann, I don’t know if you’ll see this, but your blog is immensely encouraging.  Your speech is beautiful and your writing deep.  You have been influential in my life!

Tim Hong at TX Father of Seven – Tim is politically savvy, economy-conscious, and an outspoken libertarian.  I’d rather get my news and info through him than anyone else.

Heidi Joelle at Homemade Mythology – Heidi’s savvy thoughts on her faith and on writing speculative fiction is always fun to read.  She just published an (adult) short story!

Rebekah Shafer at Lantern Leaf Press – “Lady Rebekah” is a brand new, spunky blogger and friend.  We hit it off immediately due to being so similar where it counts: we think in sentences, love to be around people, and talk Myers-Briggs personality types.  Seriously, what is better than that?  😉  Check out her first novella.  She’s got another one coming out soon!

Mirtika at Mirtika Writes – Mir’s clever, dry wit and business sense have inspired me immensely.  She’s the reason I’m writing these three modern retellings of fairy tales.  Her ideas are right-on, and she says things few have the guts to talk about.  I look up to her.

Caleb Lawrence at Merely This – Used to be one of my piano students – now has grown into a young man whom I respect.  We share a love of Japanese things, and I have seen him grow in so much wisdom and insight.

Ryan Christoffel at Beholding Christ – On the pastoral staff at my former church back in Texas, Ryan’s thoughts are God-focused and profound.

EXPOSED

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Do you like to be known?  Which types of people do you want to know all of you?  Is there something you still hide? 

(P.S. Christ knows all of you, even sins you haven’t committed or experienced yet, and died for you anyway.  Does that feel trivial to you compared to a flesh and blood human being?)

If you had to move to a new state and, for the first two months, wear a large paper bag over your head that obscured everything but your gender, and only speak in questions, never sharing anything about yourself, how do you think you would do?  Would you worry about the impression you would make on new people?  Do you think they would like you?  Do you think they would then assume you are like them because they don’t know differently?  Would it kill you not to be able to share who you are, your interests, your likes, and your hates?

Do you like to hide?  What do you hide?

Talk to me about knowing and being known.  You can comment anonymously, if you like.  🙂

Your Brain in Heaven

Yep, it’s me again. Back to write about yet another bizarre view I have on life. This time you won’t hate me as much, I promise. *wink*

(Click on links for more info.)

Little known fact: 25% of the world has something funky going on in their brain, known as synesthesia.

It is a neurological phenomenon in which stimulation of one sensory or cognitive pathway leads to automatic, involuntary experiences in a second sensory or cognitive pathway.

Simply, synesthesia is literally the crossing of senses.  Research suggests that all babies are born with this ability and that all of the senses in the brain are connected.  Thus, seeing music and hearing color and tasting touch and adding personality to objects and letters, and so on, is present in all infants.  However, within the first year of life, the brain goes through and prunes these connections.  Therefore, the majority of adults don’t have a spatial coordination for music, or feel touch when they see someone else being touched, or see emotion as visible auras in the eyes, or many others.

Synesthesia held much stigma for a time.

Synesthetes” or “synnies” were pronounced crazy, drugged, or nonsensical when they brought up the different ways in which they experienced the world.  But modern research finds the brains of synnies actually lighting up in two or more sections at a time when a normal brain would not.  For instance, someone who sees music as having a color and shape would experience neurological activity in both the music-processing and vision parts of the brain.

My synesthesia is obvious. 

Whomever has actually met me in person and knows of my utterly useless superpower can attest to this.  I can read and speak backwards, on the spot.  Give me a sentence, a phrase, a sign, a word, or a paragraph.  I can tell it to you backwards instantly.

I epyt sdrawkcab ytfif sdrow rep etunim.  *wink*

This is because I have a muted form of “ticker tape” synesthesia, where I can choose to see words that I hear strung out in a line in front of me, and can flip them at will, as if they were dangling on a string and can be turned backwards by a flick of the fingers.  Reading them backwards is a cinch.  I can also do something different: write mirror writing (where the letters themselves are turned like when you look in a mirror) with my left hand and forward with my right hand at the same time.

I have eleven forms of synesthesia – most pretty muted and in the background of my brain.  My husband has two forms.  Two of my siblings have synesthetic gifts, and a few of my friends, as well.  This does not make us better than anyone else.  This just means our brains didn’t quite finish up their job clip-clipping.

However, I have a theory.  We are born with these sensory connections, and no synnie would ever give up the richer world they experience, deeming it a superpower or gift they have been given.  This makes me wonder if all humankind was supposed to be synesthetic.  If the brain wasn’t supposed to prune the connections at all.  But, if, in a sinful, fallen world, it gives us a bit of relief not to have our senses flooded, since there are so many negative things to see, smell, hear, taste, and touch.  The world is not as perfect as it was created to be.  Many wonder if extreme forms of synesthesia are even tied to autism and sensory overload – if autistic children are overloaded because they experience everything ten-fold.

BUT.

In heaven, the world will be perfect.  There will be no more tears, no more pain, and no more sin.  God in all of His glory.  Golden streets.  Beauty beyond compare.

I wonder if, in heaven, our new bodies will have fully synesthetic brains.

I have compiled a list of what I imagine are synesthetic Bible verses.  Just beautiful analogies?  Or a hint of what’s to come?  I think our lives in heaven will be a hundred times richer than anything here on earth, as we will be able to taste and see and smell and touch and feel and hear God in all of His glory.  And how amazing will that be!

Taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.”  (Psalm 34:8)

“How sweet are thy words unto my taste!  Yea, sweeter than honey to my mouth!” (Psalm 119:103).

“I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know
the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people, and his incomparably great power for us who believe.”  (Ephesians 1:18-19)

“That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we looked upon and have touched with our hands, concerning the word of life— the life was made manifest, and we have seen it, and testify to it and proclaim to you the eternal life, which was with the Father and was made manifest to us— that which we have seen and heard we proclaim also to you, so that you too may have fellowship with us; and indeed our fellowship is with the Father and with his Son Jesus Christ. And we are writing these things so that our joy may be complete.” (1 John 1:1-4)

“After this I looked, and behold, a door standing open in heaven! And the first voice, which I had heard speaking to me like a trumpet, said, “Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after this.”  (Revelation 4:1)

“And when he had taken the book, the four beasts and four and twenty elders fell down before the Lamb, having every one of them harps, and golden vials full of odors, which are the prayers of saints.”  (Revelation 5:8)

“But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumphal process in Christ and through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of Him. For we are to God the aroma of Christ among those who are being saved and those who are perishing. To the one we are the smell of death; to the other the fragrance of life. And who is equal to such a task?”  (2 Corinthians 2:14-17)

“The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eyes are bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!”  (Matthew 6:22-23)

“I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire … and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.” (Revelation 3:18).

“To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God.” (Revelation 2:7).

“Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is.” (1 John 3:2)

“Know also that wisdom is like honey for you: If you find it, there is a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off.”  (Proverbs 24:14)

“They are more precious than gold, than much pure gold; they are sweeter than honey, than honey from the honeycomb.”  (Psalm 19:10)

“The things that my soul refused to touch are as my sorrowful meat.”  (Job 6:7)

Because of the savour of thy good ointments thy name is as ointment poured forth, therefore do the virgins love thee.  While the king sitteth at his table, my spikenard sendeth forth the smell thereof.”  (Song of Solomon 1:3, 12)

“How fair is thy love, my sister, my spouse!  How much better is thy love than wine!  And the smell of thine ointments than all spices  Thy lips, O my spouse, drop as the honeycomb: Honey and milk are under thy tongue; And the smell of thy garments is like the smell of Lebanon.”  (Song of Solomon 4:10-11)

“His cheeks are as a bed of spices, as sweet flowers: His lips like lilies, dropping sweet smelling myrrh.”  (Song of Solomon 5:13)

“…And the smell of thy nose like apples.”  (Song of Solomon 7:8)

And, all of Job 37 – Click here.

 

Even if my theory isn’t true, although it’s pretty exciting to think it might be, we know this about heaven: Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither hath entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.” (1 Corinthians 2:9)And this sure sounds like our five sense are going to get a revamping!

To see a full list of synesthesia types, click here: http://www.daysyn.com/types-of-syn.html

You may need to Google each type to see if it’s something you have.

Do you have any types of synesthesia?  Tell me about it!  Leave a comment!  Are you one of the few rare-brain creatures like me?  *smile*